Agony

Agony
I sit in a corner, scared to move
They are at it again, the demons in my head
I try to make them stop
But the more I try, the louder they become
I continue to whimper
As they shred my dignity to pieces
I try to tell them, the supposedly loved ones
But they only turn to pat my back
“You’ll be fine”, they said
Yet I wasn’t, I was never fine
I go to see the shrinks
But it was all a lie
They smile softly as if they understand
But deep down we all know they never do
So I keep falling into the bottomless pit
Hoping that one day it will all end
But then I hear the voices again
And I knew at that moment
If it will ever end then it will be in my death.
#EmpressJin

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