Scarred Love

The day I met you
I realized my connection with you was
deep and strong.
Yet I was so afraid of losing you.
I was
scared that if I got too close to you I’d lose you.
I wanted to
make you a priority in my life.
That’s why I distanced myself.
Six years and more of this deep sacred friendship,
I now let go of my
fear because I know there’s no such thing as losing you.
Your and I are connected. I wait for the day I can
say to the world that I married my best friend, my true love,
my life.
I love you so, so, so much.
Being away from you is
extremely hard,
but I have faith that everything will be fine.
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I don’t know what you ever did to me
I don’t know how you got past my defences
I can’t even explain when it happened
But I remember my heart palpitating
The sound like a love beat anytime you’re near
I’m surprised my soul has attached itself to you
But I don’t know if I have to trust my heart once again
The scars of yesterday are still fresh you know
But I hope one day I will be able to get rid of my demons and run to you
No matter what happens though I want you to know
I love you
I still do
And I will always love you.
#EmpressJin

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